I'm a hermit in my own head

上を向いて歩こう
涙がこぼれないように
思い出す春の日
一人ぽっちの夜
上を向いて歩こう
にじんだ星を数えて
思い出す夏の日
一人ぽっちの夜
幸せは雲の上に
幸せは空の上に
上を向いて歩こう
涙がこぼれないように
泣きながら歩く
一人ぽっちの夜
思い出す秋の日　
一人ぽっちの夜
悲しみは星のかげに
悲しみは月のかげに
上を向いて歩こう
涙がこぼれないように
泣きながら歩く
一人ぽっちの夜

We're not the same dear
As we used to be
The seasons have change
And so have we

Oh lover, i'm lost
Because the road i've chosen beckens me away
Oh lover, don't you roam
Now i'm fighting words I never thought i'd say

Only love is all maroon
Lapping lakes like leary loons
Leaving rope burns --
Reddish ruse

i sometimes feel i've embarked on this tortuous, perhaps unnecessary journey in seek for something that might never exist. its a road with no end in sight. so at which point do you decide, enough is enough. and stopo walking. and find another path? too early and you might might miss the ending that's hidden around e corner. too late and you might be stuck on that path forever. no way out.